MEN

Men.. Men are everywhere and men are all ego. No exception. I've seen alot of men since i was 13. Yes 13 believe it or not. 

• Men who's willing to take you out (but only midnight) and take you to hangout at his house and show you things you've never seen or try before. Well girls, let me tell you about this kind of men, they just want to get into your pants! Wake up. No matter how handsome he can be, you'll lose your virginity anytime when you're around him. Trust me, i've been with this guy so i know. Stay away.
• Men who's willing to take you out no matter its day or night, but never talk to your parents and always go behind your parents's back. That's not good i tell you.. Same thing, he just want to fuck you. Sure he's handsome, but never fall for this kind of guy or you'll get hurt.
• Kind of men who's willing to give you things and money just to get into your pants also! This is the most dangerous one. Because for all we know, he might be telling his friends about us and start selling us with price. Who knows. This is the kind of guy we sure have to avoid!
• Men who's complimenting you, your outfits and differentiate you with your friends. Men who make you even special but there's always a hidden agenda. So that you can fall for his eyes ang sleep with him!
• Men who's afraid of making a move. This is not harmful but sometimes we have to be careful. He might be surrounded by people like above i just mentioned then you're dead.
• Men who follows what his friends do. 
• Men who thinks that he's a ladies man. But the truth is, they're not! They're not even close to BRUNO MARS as we speak lol.
• Men who first in love with you then when you broke their heart, they'll try to win your heart again but just to break your heart. Man that's lame.
• Men who only knows how to abuse scared girls. He thinks he's got money so he's powerful and all the girls would be afraid of him. Well not us strong girls.
• Men who'e truly in love with you but he's just too in love that makes women scared. He's sacrificing everything for the girl he loves and when the girl doesn't turn his live back, he'll go crazy (psycho)!
• Men who takes advantages of your feelings towards him. once he know how you feel about him, then he'll start acting like he likes you too. but the truth is, he's just want to get into your pant! This kind of guy is the almost meanest guy i've ever known in my entire life.
• Men who TAKES ADVANTAGE of your feeling towards him but he never tell you the truth. He'll keep on saying that WOMEN ARE BEAUTIFUL AND HAS A LOVING HEART so that we wont think of him as a player. He will start commenting about your life. He'll start to be there for you when your life is on jeopardy. This kind of men sure know how to treat women so good so women will fall for him without even blinking. He'll sacrifice his money (only rich guy does this) for women so he'd get a nice name. THIS IS THE MEANEST MEN ON EARTH PLEASE STAY AWAY.
• Men who thinks he's funny just because we told him that we like to be around him but one thing he doesn't know that we are just being around him because we feel sorry for him.
• Men who takes every chance they can get. This one is the lamest one. Sure they pay for everything, they even listen to us like they care but the truth is, the hidden agenda will always there. 
• Men who thinks he's handsome and girls are crazy about him. Sure we are, but the handsome one are not the kind of person we want to date if we're ugly! (yes im speaking on behalf of ugly person in this life but the truth is, all human are beautiful! )
• Men who has been our friend for so long then he just came up with his 'problems' either about his family or friends or girlfriends then BOOM! ended up in bed together.
• Type of men who knew that you dated his friend even for a long time ago, but he still want to hit on you!

 So this is the list of men i've known so far. Beware of this kind of human, because no matter how handsome they look or how sweet they treat you, all of them are going to fuck you. EVENTUALLY. Its okay to fuck guys, but please don't get hurt after that like i do now. This list represent all the guys that banged me. So im not lying here you can tell.

ADELE - MAKE YOU FEEL MY LOVE

When the rain
Is blowing in your face
And the whole world
Is on your case
I could offer you
A warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows
And the stars appear
And there is no one there
To dry your tears
I could hold you
For a million years
To make you feel my love

I know you
Haven't made
Your mind up yet
But I would never
Do you wrong
I've known it
From the moment
That we met
No doubt in my mind
Where you belong

I'd go hungry
I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling
Down the avenue
No, there's nothing
That I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love

The storms are raging
On the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
Though winds of change
Are throwing wild and free
You ain't seen nothing
Like me yet

I could make you happy
Make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends
Of the Earth for you
To make you feel my love

The reason why i posted this song is because this song gave me the biggest impact in life.. and it also reminds me of someone that used to be part of my life.. He was the one i ever loved very hard. Im not sure if i still do. I guess by drinking, it can take my mind of him. though i look happy, social, and excited, but inside me im broken.. i really hope someone can see how much pain i've been carrying for all this time..